Saturday, September 13, 2008
Just popping in to let you guys know P & D will be postponed.
I spent last night in the ER. Two shots of morphine did nothing. Pain so bad I'm nauseous. And--self-important little prick of an ER doc sent me home with nothing except a lecture about how the ER was for acute cases and since none of my doctors would give me anything for pain, he wasn't going to.
Will spend the rest of this weekend avoiding suicide. It weighs on my mind constantly now. My left leg is a dead weight.